From the day of my birth
The devil injected my soul with hurt
Darkness, planted as a shrub of sorrow
Misplaced in space I
couldn't find my way
His assignment was to smother
The Pain continuously reverts
All the while hoping I would not discover
The love from the omniscient Father
Shredding my life to pitfalls of self-hate
Guarding me against my true worth
Unrelentingly he fertilized the lies
So, that the pain would never subside
The dejection manifested to a life unfinished
Sending influences for me to diminish
Constantly satin manipulated my distress
His voice was cemented for the hopes of my death
Hanging on desperately at the end of my rope
I cried out to that name that gave others hope
Suddenly his presence appeared
He said
“I am the truth and the light
My fingerprints are all over your life
I have never left you are forsaken you
Every breath you’ve breathed
It wasn’t by chance, it is always me.
And specifically, for you, I have died
To give you a life to live more abundantly”
The stronghold of the enemy had a grip
I could not accept Jesus words I couldn’t comprehend
I was familiar with sadness and pain
What more in life was there to gain?
That voice did not give up
His spirit poured in me like a flood
He held me still and embraced me
I felt safe; the enemy could no longer own me
Who are you I whispered?
That you give me a life to choose
He simply replied
I Am!
Revelation 21:4-5
He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There won’t be any more death. There won’t be any grief, crying, or pain, because the first things have disappeared.” The one sitting on the throne said, “I am making everything new.” He said, “Write this: ‘These words are faithful and true.’”
Lies lived blindly will some how find hope.
I believe all of us had this similar journey. Listening to the lies of who we are not until we find our truth